When I was younger I took a lot of shortcuts
But when you’re older and you hit a brick wall
You have to wait
Wait for a process that grinds you and turns you to zero
You have to learn and embrace a process that molds you into something different
Something separate
Something not everyone will embrace or want to be a part off
You have to love a process that isolates you and molds the true you
When I was younger I used to take shortcuts
But there are no shortcuts when you’re young or older
~ GE
My addiction
My obsession
Would you love me like I wanted to be loved
Would you be my obsession
& let me be your addiction
Let our love be the drug that gods crave
Let my heart be the treasure that you pillage
Like a barbarian warlock
Could you love me with aggression
Or like a Greco-roman soldier
Would you plunder my nether regions?
Better yet, Like Romeo and Juliet
Would you make passionate love to me
Like our last breath depended on it?
Make me beg and mourn for you
Like a lost junkie high on love
For I am an obsessive lover
Sex is my drug and love is my addiction
Pain in Passion
Passion in pain
I thought I loved
But then came the guilt
Stronger than the sharpest blade
Hurts more than a bleeding heart
I’m lost
Lost in you
My pain, my shame, my pleasure, my remorse
Once I loved
Now I hate
Love and hate
What’s the difference
The pain I feel
is all I know
The remorse I bear
is all that’s left
But then again
I’m not sure I would take it back
But I do hope
you feel my pain
For my love is you
And passion knows no bounds
~ GE
